That bouquet of flowers
In early November of that year, I went to the field to participate in the seminar graduating class language subjects.It is organized annually on the municipal, for the coming year in the test methods provide information and guidance.The school attaches great importance to teaching and research will require all graduating teachers must participate. Taking into account to three days to return to school, then she commissioned a special subject teachers to help me fulfill it but it did not live duties.But what the report does not go out a message telling the whole class, I was quite tangled heart.Tell them the reason is that the relationship with the children feel more cordial, are more listen to my words, tell the truth, perhaps better understood by them?In this regard I was full of doubt.Do not say this is a reason, I slipped away, so that students feel the school head teacher is still around them, so that the students still have some deterrent effect.By the time the students found, and I have back to school.After careful consideration, decided to tell students the truth and earnestness give them placed infinite hope, do not let the teacher down.All the kids answered unusual loud my voice, I was somewhat pleased, slightly relax some, it seems that maybe I was right to do so. I took that to replace my teacher talked about the subject teachers, she just smiled, no comment, and later added: “I think it is better not to say, so that your ‘aftershock’ can also pipe some time.”She had been a teacher for many years, has a wealth of experience.I was somewhat taken aback a moment, to see me like this, she added: “However, things are now, the relationship is not large, there is nothing I can always get in touch.”I nodded yes, but my mind was muttered, should not it, children can have promised to be good ah! In this way, in the uneasy, I embarked on a journey to teaching and research, but in the end I worried about what happened.At just go to the next morning, I received a “generation of class” call from the teacher, said on the morning of the second class in the class three girls ran away, just to parents contacted, did not return Family.After listening to her, I was shocked, I could not believe my ears, the change for someone else or I also believe that.Because one of whom turned out to be the most trusted my usual class leadership, but before leaving I specially put them all together several major class cadre told a lot.Skeptical, I repeatedly asked several times on the phone, and finally figured out that “cruel” reality – is she, TAN Ling (a pseudonym), Civic members and deputy squad leader, is also likely to be on her head with it.How could this be?I am puzzled, feeling very depressed.While she quickly communicate the information to the parents agree with the practice, after all, the teacher must learn to protect themselves, to do its part to avoid the parents blame the teachers not to inform them in a timely manner. Back to school right now to deal with this is not possible, I ask only thanks “on behalf of the class,” the teacher to look at.While I distracted the lectures, during which they contacted the school several times and.Has been close to one o’clock, the students still did not go home, my heart dropped to freezing point, some really do nothing.Fortunately, at about four in the afternoon, several students finally back in school, hanging with my heart finally touch the ground. Two days later back to school, TAN Ling who may have seen a few students ahead of time when I go into school, and early on the third floor of the station to my desk, head buried down low to make a pious admit attitude.They see the look of the thing, my heart’s gas consumption by half, had wanted to heavy punishment they also dispelled the idea. Frost sat down my face, occasionally TAN Ling head slightly lift, eyelid doubled up, I glanced timidly stole glances.Later, I looked about to see some easing, TAN Ling led to several girls holding hands guarantee quivering handed to me.At this point, my heart has been completely melted, just Youde sighed: “You ah!.”Then he told them good-naturedly to the hazards of doing so, so that teachers and parents worried all day, and finally stand to see you so sincerely admit that this would be exempted from punishment, and no longer notify the parents to the school, but admit the book I want to stay here, the next offense, must be subject to heavy penalties.Several children also vowed to ensure: “absolutely not do it again!”Listen to the sound of them from the heart, I will give them back to the classroom to class.Even did not allow them to review the whole class, but I was in the class teacher of moral education of the afternoon in front of the whole class without naming the criticism that phenomenon. Since then, they are no longer in violation of any class discipline, day so quietly flowing.In particular TAN Ling, I guess probably because it is tolerant of their reason, on classroom management more serious intentions, because she’s due diligence, the class of all normal circumstances.They thought so in peace, not to find me any trouble to get through junior high school; but I did not expect in the near graduation, took place in waves. That afternoon in the office, thinking students will graduate next day, my heart is a little tight Shu put some.First class ready bell rang, when his class went to check again and found one less TAN Ling few, and it is the last time they “That gang”, are a lot.Suddenly I burst unnamed industry fire leapt up in their hearts: “really angry ah, a former teacher so patient with you, graduation days before the teacher does not let worry ah!”I am very upset to return to the office, and my heart how to deal with this matter in total, my heart meditation and never come out of any trouble the.I think first of all to contact the parents, but the phone has been able to get through, but there are so many strange things, actually a few parents are unable to connect the phone at the same time.No way, I’m only there anxious.About ten minutes, TAN Ling had several good freshman holding bouquet of flowers hastily broke into the office. See flowers, I was wondering occasion, TAN Ling is the first to speak: “Teacher, I’m really sorry, we immediately think of graduation, and thought of the past three years the teacher for our good, so buy a bunch of flowers to express our mind I did not expect wrong time.”Listen children so sincerely and passionately tell the truth, watching so thick and huge bouquet of beautiful flowers, the moment I actually speechless, just sighed and murmured:” Thank you teacher, I am very pleased and very touched.You ah.”I paused, waved gently:” Go to class, tomorrow is your last day of junior high school life, you should know how to do it?”Several kids nodded, then bent over and bowed out.The children at the last moment of silence to honor their commitment, the last day of school graduation exam, including a few days, everything is calm. Somehow, many years later, this bouquet of flowers in front of me shaking from time to time, lingering, I know it has been deeply rooted in my heart, forever open in the wilderness of my mind.