In those years, those things

In those years, those things

By admin 0 Comment 2019-02-22

His wife had just passed away, a paper transfer order, I was transferred to this impoverished, occlusion of the small forest, do this only two hundred families of small tree farm head of the farm.    With plenty to complain, I just arrived the next day, put the entire field area to go again, nitpicking, seize shortcomings, shout three drink four.A bunch of small local cadres submissive, humble attitude, words carefully, and that makes my face a little tight muscles to relax a bit.    I came to the school playground, to see a land of green grass, Che Gulu those dishes stalks spring up to half a foot tall, wore a knot of long spike seeds blowing in the wind.    I ask somebody shouted to the president, he limits within three days to clean up the playground grass.    On the third day afternoon, I once again came to the school playground for acceptance, see the green grass on the playground really disappeared, but also the gravel pad.I was secretly pleased: It seems that my words still have some deterrent!    Just to be turned into the office, I heard a primary school, said: “The new head of the farm’s really wicked, let us cutting the grass, so many people’s hands are blistered from the grind, write without pain.”Another eight or nine pupils said:” Ay?If the original fall does not hurt, it is now Yishuai sand, broken legs Ge.There, XXX let’s face shovel tip drew a hole, almost hurt the eyes.”My anger again hook up: even such a little kid dare accuse me, but also in front of the children around me several cadres.    I was angry broke into the office of the principal meal reprimanded: “What you have here are the quality of student?I also call on the playground?”The principal side careful not to lose the one hand to light a cigarette for me.Jumping in the smoke, I saw the diagonally opposite side of the desk a female teacher’s face breaking into a smile of contempt, soon disappeared.    is her?    Yes, she is, in my office a few days, my house being a subordinate to do the wedding reception, the majority of people have dispersed, only the owner of the tree farm and relatives also claim to have a head, face “celebrities” who have not gone.    This is a table of ladies.    To congratulate and to show my courage and boldness, I walked up to the table per person pour a glass of wine spleen, because most people on the table husband are producing related work in the cutting area and tree farm in my topic naturally inseparable from the quality of the production tasks completed.When someone introduced to her, I did not know: She is a lover Lin.    Lin, I come to know this man, he led a group producing timber throw the mountain are, not shipped down.If further movement will not be shipped before the end of the winter down I spoke with feeling is not over, she put that glass in one gulp, then heavy glass down, she was sped away I went to the tree farm since people first dared to treat me with this attitude.    It turned out that she was a teacher here.    I was faint displeasure.    Winter Games in troubles in a mess is finally over.Fortunately, superior to the task finally completed.Oddly enough, that Lin did not drag everyone’s hind legs, those are always dragging his big tail always seems there is no way to complete the work, it seems that overnight processing are finished.Moreover, he took the group nearly completed half of all production tasks.    I long sigh of relief.    Blink of an eye, “July 1st” is coming, this is after I came to this tree farm off the first “July 1st”.I am determined must make the festival even better, because it can not only enrich the cultural life of the masses, but also as a “spiritual civilization” achievements.    This activity can be how to do it?Once again, I think the school.    ”July 1st” That day, the president received an invitation, I led the party tree farm, workers, youth arrested people came to the school, had arranged the venue ready, ringing fast-paced music on the playground, “celebrate July 1st theatrical performance” the banners hanging in front of the rostrum.    We walked to the podium seated, began to show up.    She turned out to be moderator.    Water beautifully pure dance, Xishuangbanna river dancing peacocks, light and lively child temperament moving, funny student essay, reflect campus life to talk about singing, drums and gongs San Juban four performances, as well as vigorous and mighty “Chinese Kung Fu”.One chic little show, plus literarily, exciting program string of words, all the audience emotional, full of praise.    Principal quietly told me that these programs are out of a person’s hand, he pointed across to her, I looked down he refers to the direction: a red casual shirt, accompanied by a black corset dress, a supple shawl long hair hair gently float in the breeze under the influence.At this time she changed the normally aloof and glamorous, passionate, warm like a fire.A program on a smooth orderly manner under her clever strings.    President said to me, each program is selected her, guiding word including choreography, rehearsals, write strings program also used to say it?I’ve seen sitting next to me and my partner Xu Shuji – this has always been a lot of self was self-righteous, arrogant guy, there had already lost its former modesty, while applauding vigorously, while his face surprised.    I can not wait to find the root of a small wooden stick to knock his head.    Back to the forest, I do not know why, that figure has been the red rock in front of me.    In later days, I look for every possible excuse, they want to go to school to take a turn, and looked at her carrying textbooks from the classroom back, or looked at her with the class bell floated out of the office.Even her face expressionless, just politely say hello to fight with me about, or silent, sat silently correcting homework, I am very satisfied.Sometimes, what it can not find a suitable excuse, but uncontrollably want to go, I had to go with the feeling of.And my lunacy, often do the honest, honest president at a loss.And I also found that Xu Shuji also very happy to go with me.I even found that sometimes he would quietly slipped.    After each holiday, as long as the members of the authority to engage in activities, I always ask the teacher band, made some small cadres of heart unhappy, I do not go ignored.    I am not a person is not responsible for, and have come, even then unhappy, can not do nothing.Moreover, I can not forget her contempt eyes, I use my actions to prove my ability.    So I more hard work, two years down, I was forestry workers to build brick houses, repair gravel, cash crops, contact the sales of agricultural products, and to secure subsistence allowances life difficult for the tree farm workers.Woodland folks with the most simple way to express their feelings of my gratitude, and I came to feel, folks sound of my praise also increasing.    In the spring of the third year, I led the cadres and teachers green street, in front of a family’s house, and she does it while I encounter.Filled with saplings car and drove off, we are standing face to face, looking at her because labor and slightly flushed cheeks, I do not know where it came from the courage, blurted out the sentence: I am particularly happy to see you.She only smiled, be made to answer.My God, I can not think of a man in his forties, even heart fluttered up.    I secretly quietly inquire about everything about her: her feelings with her husband is not very good, although her husband looks valiant refined, but not much culture, irritability, alcoholism and love, and never do housework, but it can with a large group of two dozen people created one myth is Woodland winter Games production.She was a person with children at home, at work, pig, laundry, cooking, but never complain.    I am a little indignant: how such a good woman would marry such a man?    However, no matter how uneven my heart, she still quietly doing it all.    Until one day, I heard her quarrel with her husband the news: her husband’s valiant and outstanding performance attracted a large number of secret admirer and suitor, was active gestures in the offensive, her husband did not withstand the final this temptation, betrayed her.    Her husband’s betrayal finally sinking faithful, Tolerance, weight-bearing dykes heart completely collapsed, she chose to divorce.    When I saw the heartache when struggling in the vortex of emotions in her, make every effort to help her, but I was secretly breeding a hint of joy in my heart – I know just how despicable.    I have the right to use their hands, she was transferred to the envy of everyone Woodland authorities, unavoidably care for her, care for her, protect her (especially in the face of Xu Shuji attack).    But I felt faint, she did not seem happy.    Fast forward another year has passed, and my pay has finally paid off: because then I can see a trace of warmth in her eyes, it seems to flow in waves Tanabata between her eyes That day, we still, as usual, the final feast and scattered.We all drank and drank a lot.On that day – China’s “Valentine’s Day” – this special day, together we can melt into the dark night filled with wine.    She told me that initially, she was not optimistic about me, and even some contempt.But then, I have done so much for the people of good forest farm, she began to re-examine me and poured me a mature man who unique charm, admire my work beyond the ability of ordinary people, like my side has a strong and bold, and the other surface and having a fine style.    She said she loved me for a long time, I think she’ll sit in a person until want heartache.I was her love of this life may be the only person.    She said: She and her husband is the kind of love at first sight, she was convinced that he was an eagle in the mountains, she does not care that he would not do housework, do not want to make these chores haunt him.But then she found the distance gap and intellectual culture brought discord, far from her imagination so simple.Their feelings of the crack, eventually led to the conclusion she did not want to see.    That night, she told me a lot, she was leaning on my arms, behaved like a gentle kitten.    I do not know how to describe my mood of that period, I like to get a piece of rarities, all day, relaxed and happy as to be added.And under their courage is also growing, dare I say something in front of weekdays scared to death they are not afraid to speak the words of.    Until one day, my brothers tree farm to work, another Woodland beautiful young female teacher to take my car, in the table we drink, and then come back together.I was drunk, the shortcomings of the common man who exposed, I made a mistake many successful men are prone to commit: I have over and over again that female teachers to send text messages, phone calls, I want her to stay with me.This is something I do not know how to let her know, and she resolutely refused to listen to all my phone.No way, I had to give her a text message, I want her to listen to my explanation, forgive my drink without virtue.SMS issued soon, really received her reply.    I unsettling holding a cell phone, but has been reluctant to press the button, because I do not know how I will face sentencing.    I started shaking finally opened the phone message, saying impressively greeted: We break up.    My mind went blank.    I know that these words must be double-edged sword, stabbing pain in my same time, it will certainly pierce her heart.At this moment, her heart would surely break.    I also know that, at the moment, no matter how hard I then, will no longer get this strong, independent woman forgive I completely lost her.    In her strong request, I let her back to school.There, she works more outstanding.    We will meet her dull expression, seems to be no sorrow without joy, no love without hate, just politely say hello to play with me.    Sadly my heart: we are strangers.    Journeyman flying day.    Just doing my career burgeoned, when a letter of accusation reported to the Commission for Discipline Inspection, I investigated on suspicion of bribery, and later was removed from office.    She called and asked about the touch of the whole story, when people learned that I was to fight forest farm policy mistakes committed, she did not say anything.    After a period of time suffer embarrassing past, I spent a great effort, only to re-adjust the mood, a relaxed take to the streets.Sometimes meet her, she is still smiling, nodding, reasonable manner, then came floating from me