Not knowing each other without leaving to go
Most of my life does not allow people to forget, he is a friend, a friend for life!Fell, know how to help you, falls, and in time for you to stop bleeding, in your most helpless when, in time to wipe out your veins, virus, injected nutrition happy for you, make you laugh. Always thought, sincerity and enduring friend. Began last September, I somehow stepped into a mess of years, my wife and child chain disease, the disease almost always so timid, so tough ﹑ correct heart.Run Beijing to Taiyuan, doctors seek doctor’s visit, meal wind places exposed awkward bumps.I almost collapsed, but often despair, there is always a close confidant timely encouragement to me to continue to stretch the truth of human nature in the world, again and again I survive temperatures firm, almost: continue to fall and continue to climb up and continue to stand ﹑ stand up.The dead of night, my tears will quietly slipped a string, long, long time.Well as Mount Tai, is why I reported?Who I expect this life can offer!But what emotion aside, the overall sense was lacking in all comfort?Love of his life in a most important truth to that matter?Why did not arrive?I was so eager hope for rain as drought, wistfully.A king, university alumni, fatalistic coincidence, after graduation we were assigned to the same city and the same school.Because of similar edges Xiangxi, then thick and thin sleeping together with the glenoid cannibalism.Without distinction is our greatest feature, his clothes I often for the wear, I just use what he will.Together we Poets aloud in the dormitory, drunk fool around together at the snack bar, which is similar to someone’s home Cengfan, fare evasion with complicity when the train.I can not tell him to take care of sick several times, I can not tell he borrowed money did not return several times, only thing I remember he led the way, I’m duty-bound to do him, I am him, he is my.His object is to break up with him, I was in the most critical moment, the number of nights to do ideological work, saved the day turned the corner; I’ve had a run at the leadership school, he flew into a rage I stand up for justice.Later, he was transferred to the city’s schools because of the outstanding effectiveness of the work, and then icing on the cake, was promoted to colonel leadership.In recent years, due to busy, we contacted have become rare, but I was convinced that our friendship can withstand the test of various risks, after all, we have another twenty years of years of dependency Xiangxi. I am very willing to believe: his arrival will give me grief and creaky emotion dripping with comfort. ﹑ A day for two days in January, two months.You must not know otherwise? That was six months after my mood gradually resume a calm day, I was classroom lessons, suddenly feeling someone outside waving, a look back, actually A king, my eyes lit up, rushed out to pull his hand, of ShuiBuLai surprised or mixed feelings.He said that to run something, the way you look to me.I put him into office, the inverted Sheung Shui, when handed the cup to him, actually found himself a little shake hands, eyes a little red, dully: “Life is really hard ah!You know how I come over the past six months of.”He seems a little timid, but stern, but does not seem ready to take me, he said he had something to talk to you later.He walked so lightweight, I actually found what they do not know what to say. He is gone, leaving me confused? After this month, two months or six months, no trace of the A-Jun. Why is there such a meet, I am puzzled, I was afraid of drag or is it? I deeply reflect on their own, over and over again, but I really mettle Life’s no mistake, a sense of loss and pain they faint born of grievances, but the original wishful thinking deep remorse I can not find, “but it turned out” in reason, think they have really so stupid so stupid to pay, and sometimes pains.Years lopsided, becoming brown grass, leafy trees already.Yesterday feelings tower existence, they saw a broken today, to each other or in the political arena, not perfunctory not hypocrites, so many years of friendship actually peel off cleanly, human nature is perhaps a dim moonlight, hazy hazy complex; perhaps people are boundless desert, the vast vast complex. why? There is no why, sincerity and hypocrisy of human nature, integrity and bleak, sometimes you need salad.Life, will inevitably see the sincerity and hypocrisy mixed platter.So far, only sad smile, say to myself, this, perhaps it is the real world! Do not start to question the outcome, people’s sake, is living; tease people, but also life. Knowing each other only a moment, but it requires its own life, the earth, the people coming and going, but mostly a shadow.Recall that once the days get along, I find it difficult to say goodbye to the past, then let this “narrow road years of knowing each other,” sealed it in the memory!After all, once deeply with each other over each other’s souls, each Ruran can not be deleted. Skim inject a weak heart and soul peace, let the haze dispersed, the sun is still Zade, Wind and Smoke all quiet, dead after all better. He he, I am me, not other people live, only live their own. Hustle and bustle of the earth, each with its own scenery; unique rock deep seam, each with its own intrinsic.Not knowing each other without leaving to go!